Life's turn of events come without a days notice. These things come and rob us of the days' peace causing us to forfeit our joy that we worked so hard to hold on to. Life has a way of making us feel like the bad things will never end the good things never last long enough. In the hustle and bustle of all of this, you allowed life to take the dance away from your heart. Oh but you'll dance again. . . I Promise!
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Today will not be the day you throw in the towel! You know why? BECAUSE I'M PRAYING FOR YOU! I'm praying God present you with a strength that encourages you to continue and a will to continue to stand!
It's not easy watching everyone eat when you're hungry, but rest assured that your meal is coming and IT'S COMING OUT HOT!!!!
Remember to REMEMBER: "[R]ecall [E]very [M]emory & [E]very [M]otive [B]efore [E]nvisioning [R]ejection" -EAP
To the little girl who spent her summer posing in front of a camera envisioning herself as a model who's beauty radiated far beyond a lens
Our feelings have a way of making us believe that what's current is "real" and that what's real is permanent. Not always the case.
Often times when we think of the process we fail to attach that to the measurement of time that defines our progress at times--Distractions!
The opponent is the the one we compete against-- in this case we'll say it's our own mind!Little sisters dont stay little for long. They grow up , mature and create lives of their own.
She's already of a royal priesthood! She has royalty in her blood!!! She's the child of a king which makes her a Princess.
Take a break and readjust your form. Retrain yourself on news tactics that work for you, recharge and let go of the negative energy that tells you that life will always win because it's bigger, and RETRY!!
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WHEN YOU GET YOUR PLANE TICKET PLEASE LET ME KNOW!!!! I'LL CA$HAPP YOU MY MONEY!!!! After seeing this five times (three times in 24hours-- HEYY!! judge your mother!) But....like i was saying...... I'm pretty sure im exaggerating but again . . . .JUDGE YOUR MOTHER! BLACK PANTHER WAS AMAZING!!!!! It was good in regular dolby digital (twice), 3-D, IMAX, and IMAX 3-D!!!! (soliciting all prayers for people upset that it isn't clear on the FireStick AAAAAHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAA) No really if you haven't seen this movie yet YUHHHHHH NEEEEEEDDDDD TOOOOOO!!!!! NO BLACK PANTHER SPOILER ALERTS HERE BUT HUNNNNNEEEEYYYYYY!!!!! FROM CHADWICK BOSEMAN TO MICHAEL B. JORDAN, TO WINSTON DUKE, TO THE "GET OUT" GUY: DANIEL KALUUYA, TO STERLING K BROWN, TO FOREST WHITAKER-- a spoiler alert i will give yall is that IN WAKANDA EVERYONE IS MADE WHOLE -----YALL FOREST WHITAKER HAD A GOOD EYE!!!!! WHHHHHHHAAAAAAAATTTTTTTT!!! NOW ONTO THE GOODBP STUFFFF...... NOW I COULD BE BIASED BUT THE WOMEN OF WAKKAAAANNNNDDDAAAAAA ARE WHHHHHHHEWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!! YALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!! WELL YALL FOR STARTERS........HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!
WE HAVE MADE IT YET ANUUUTHHHHAAAA ONE **DJ Khaled voice** I dont know about yall but i never imagined being here. Like literally. Not because i've been out here being triflin but just because it sounds weird. --two thousand eighteen--just sounds like the future to me.... weird right. lmbo. Last year for me was such a building year. Last year Eran introduced herself to me--and i am her! She was like honey listen "no more of that", "leave that alone", stop trying with that--it's not meant to be", "dont let this break you", "You're better than this", "Listen to this wisdom" "YOU'RE A WHOLE BADDDDDDIIIEEEEEEE" "Don't believe that" "You are not forgotten" "It's not the right time" "Stop comparing yourself" "You're not deemed inadequate because of what you dont have" "Do what you've been planning" "FINISH WHAT YOU STARTED". My past years living i have had so many questions. Questions that for so long i wondered why they hadn't been answered. The Why Me's, the What if's, the If i could just, If i had enoughs ..... I spent all this time asking questions. Even when i asked. No one had answers. I didnt understand that one day the years would answer themselves. . . . If a prayer isn't said the car doesn't move.
I remember desiring to drive, then being taught to drive, actually learning to drive and being comfortable driving alone. Lisssstteeennnn A WHOLE PROCESS. Maryland requires driver's education course (no matter your age) for every new potential license driver. I was so excited but freaking out! First of all my grandfather enrolled me before i knew anything about it (I mean i guess he was tried of driving me around bllahhhhh). First day of class i assumed i'd be behind the wheel but no Honey. . . this teacher taught on car accidents for like two weeks straight. After that i was convinced that this was probably not for me. I have trouble not falling UP the stairs sometimes--and you are asking me to operate a whole machine-engined vehicle? Yea, No, probably not. I recall her explaining "I'm telling you about all of the risks before i teach you to drive so that you know what NOT to do. No worries i will be here with you every step of the way. No one will be licensed until we're comfortable enough with your skill to even send you to the DMV." Yall the pressure was on and mine was raised. Ever hold onto a dandelion because you think it's too pretty to blow? Ever have that loser that reminds you that "It's only a weed" **insert side eye** I remember being young having the hope instilled in me that these are the flowers that you wish upon. You close your eyes and give it a BIG BLOW (it never failed that with the little feathers would get all in your eyes and mouth) now there's spitting and wiping your eyes out because you never had the discipline to keep your eyes closed because you had to witness the petals fly away. After the initial shock and what felt like blindness you're left with this bare stem....
This year for my birthday i went back to a place deemed the "Most Magical Place in All the Land", a place where "Dreams Come True." Disney World. Nostalgic vibes of childhood characters. The Once Upon a Time Fairy Tale Princesses. The place of imagination. Going back this time was a little different because I had my sights set on doing everything I didn't get to do the last in the Disney Parks and Universal Studios.
I walked about around these parks for five days with the biggest grin on my face. One thing I did this year that wasn't planned is i read the Imagineer's Wall full of quotes by the infamous Walt Disney. Reading these quotes reminded me of both his successes and failed attempts. There a common thing that stuck out to me reading all these: he reminded the reader on each wall to BEGIN.
That little girl who got her heart broken at a young age never expected for it to happen, but as a result she blanketed herself in fear and hid. Maybe her father never showed to pick her up, maybe that boy from her class didn't like her back. Maybe he did and then broke her heart. Maybe she watched her mother be beaten and verbally assaulted, or maybe she loss someone close to her. Maybe she was the one abused. Maybe she was picked on for the way she looked and because of what she didn't have. Maybe she deserved what was happening to her. The little girl living in these events never expected to feel this kind of hurt; she never thought she'd have to heal from this kind of pain, she never expected to have to wear these bandages.. .after all she was just a child. . .But before anyone knew to nurture this little girl and her wounds, she grew up
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